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12 September 2008 @ 11:15 pm
moved moved moved  
Hello everyone. I'm back to notify my f-list that I'm moving to [info]vintaqee, which will be my personal/art journal from now on. Yes it's q, not g 8D
Reason? Well cuz I never updated here and it just sucks and I want to start new and fresh and more organized.
I'm not going to delete this journal-- just leave it be coz I don't want anyone to take this name haha. But you all can remove this journal from your f-list.
I haven't posted anything on [info]vintaqee but I've reserved a spot to make my so-not-famous introduction post soon. Add me there? 89

♥ cyaxxx.
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26 August 2008 @ 05:11 am
I PH4iL 8D;  
Omg I haven't updated this journal in ages.
I'm so sorry if I haven't replied to you guys >.>
esp Annie and Marfyy for saying happy birthday ;.;
I've never opened this journal anymore coz I'm lazy and just...fail lol. I always update my icon journal but not this XD; *is a sucker for personal journal* and SINCE I'm such a sucker for this stuff...I'm thinking of closing this journal. And instead, I want to make a drawing journal. I'm starting college soon (in 5 days probably) and I want to make money so I think I'll try submitting my stuff. Who knows, maybe it'll work XD so does anyone know a good web where we can submit our work?
Oh, and I'll tell you my new username if I've made one. That, if you want to know :D;

 
 
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28 June 2008 @ 07:19 pm
weirdness 8D  

I've been in weird moods lately. I've just found myself writing again. I've abandoned it for what, almost a year? I don't know what's wrong with me XD; I find myself reading fanficts again...this is so funny lol. Srsly.
Anyone like reading fanficts here?
Oh, and I've beaten Persona3 FES, both The Journey and The Answer, and whoot it was worth every second. Def. my fav game ever XD <333333
I'll also be going for some days to prepare for college stuff, so I won't be home for a while. Man I haven't updated my icon journal for a month o__O;; rawr. So yeah. I think I'm going to write now lul 8D

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20 June 2008 @ 05:50 pm
BACK<3  
I ISH BACK♥

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06 June 2008 @ 05:30 pm
..oh crap.  
My comp's bitching on me. This window pops up whenever I start my comp; here's what it says: "if you were in the middle of something, the information you were working on might be lost. Please tell Microsoft about this problem. We have created an error report that you can send to us. We will treat this report as confidental and anonymous. To see what data this error report contains, click here" and then there's "debug", "send error report", and "don't send" at the bottom. Every time I click one of those, my comp immediately restarts on itself. In other words, I can do nothing. So I ignore it for now (I hope it won't restart again damn I'm typing so fast). Do u guys know what the hell is wrong with my comp? Oh, also, another window pops up and says something about running an anti-virus and rechecking stuff... help please? Should I like, download anti-virus or something? I've no clue. I don't want to lose my data .__.

I reazlie I haven't updated for a while. I've been busy playing Persona3 FES lol, holiday is made for videogames XDD;
so how are you guys doing?

<3
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16 May 2008 @ 07:48 pm
oh love  
So I've just beaten Crisis Core coz I'm too lazy to fight the optional boss Minerva (who apparently has 10million hp) plus I've just got my PS2 repaired (yay I can play Tales of the Abyss again!) so yeaahhhhh. The ending was so depressing .__________.
WHY DID ZACK HAVE TO DIE?? He's kabillion times better than Cloud. Really. You can kill me, but I really am not a fan of Cloud, ever XD;
Zack is a wonderful character, I like him. And the relationship between him and Aeris was just so cute♥; I think they've become one of my fav pairings now XD and the reason why Aeris is dressed in pink! Ow I never thought it was Zack who made her do that :P
and The Loveless quotes were...cool XD hahahahah. I hope I'm not spoiling anyone but I just can't get over it atm lol.

But oh well♥
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09 May 2008 @ 10:12 am
...sephy love ;Db  
So I've got Crisis Core and I've been playing it for 7 hours and omg guess what? I'm in love with Sephiroth. I know. This is kind of unbelievable butbutbut. Extra points for Sephy in CC! He's so awesome♥ and he's such a kind guy :/
Aeris' voice is made of win too XD
I've just updated my icon journal today-- and suddenly I feel the urge to make Sephy icons lol ;Db
Oh and I have this drawing I promised to show to Chanel (uhm aka whispyr) and Margyy and since my scanner is working again I guess I'll put it up in the next post. It's kind of disturbing though XD;
I hope you guys are doing alright; I've been lacking online time lol :(  I miss you all<3;
 
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26 April 2008 @ 07:02 pm
meme's answers (finally)<3  
So okay. Final exams are over, I can live again XD
I've finally decided to answer all the questions (I know, I've been procrastinating for too long). So here are the answers!



So yeah that's the end of it. Wow I finally answered all of them! XD;
Please do this meme if you can/want, my f-list :)
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19 April 2008 @ 11:47 am
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First, sorry to my F-list if I haven't commented on your recent entries lately. My online time has been cut off as I'm facing final exam in like.. 3 days? XD; My mum stole the modem away and I can do nothing ;.; I hope I'll get it again after everything's over. For now, I can only apologize. But I will get to you guys soon! And if you have any icon posts I haven't commented yet, please say so; that'll help me a lot ^,^;
 
 
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26 March 2008 @ 04:34 pm
uber extra love~  
So I finally decided to watch these videos and I CAN'T STOP FAN-GIRLING NOW. THEY ARE JUST TOO AWESOME FOR WORDS♥ you MUST watch them if you are a fan of Final Fantasy/Kingdom Hearts/Dead or Alive. It's the best thing I've ever watched in my dear life. Ftw. Just click the cut to view them.

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24 March 2008 @ 06:35 pm
DAMN D8  

DAMN L'ARC EN CIEL! JUST DAMN THEM. I've been addicted to their songs like crazy and their song "Seventh Heaven"-- GOSH IT'S AWESOME D: Plus their style is just so freaking cool it makes me go asdfjlasfjl;O;.
So uhm. *coughcough* I know I should be posting those answers but oh wellll. Does any of you guys have their songs? XDDD<3;;

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18 March 2008 @ 03:34 pm
..is still alive  
First, sorry to my f-list♥ if I haven't commented on your recent entries/posts. I've been sick and it's so ridiculous D: All I did is sleeping and laying on the bed like a rock >.>; But today I feel a bit better and I've just showered and washed my hair coz it was all sticky and just ewwwww and I really really hope the fever won't come back haha D: All in all, it wasn't pretty~ I even lost two pounds o:
Man, don't I hate headaches -__-
And my head still spins, probably because of too much sleeping hahah D:
I will slowly but surely browse through my friends page...when my head stops screaming XD;
 
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05 March 2008 @ 12:26 pm
meme ..  
So I feel like crap again today. Hahhahaha. I'm assuming that people only heed you when you say you're fucked up and stressed out and depressed. It sucks, huh. I'm so sick of it. The masks, everything.

Anyways. Meme. So we could know each other a little better yeah? Ask me up to seven questions about anything you want to know about me and I will answer them in the next post. So others won't have to scroll down for answers.
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04 March 2008 @ 12:21 pm
powerpuff girl lulz  

So physics nearly killed me again today. I spent most of my time drawing on my book *laugh* I'm such a bad student 8D

And I have to put this quiz up coz it's awesome and I kept forgetting to do it xD
Andddd I'm incredibly happy with the result coz somehow, it suits me so fxcking well. ....yeah, including the lovey lovey part. *coughcough*
Anyways, that's not important. Just click the cut for the result♥

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28 February 2008 @ 10:22 am
#8  
I've deleted the previous entry coz it's all good now LMAO.
Uhm. Thanks to everyone who commented... and offered me so many things about the books problem LOL. Seriously, giving me the password of your school? Type an entire book? HOLYSHEET 8DDD; ♥♥
Thanks very much guys! Now I have a list of authors to hunt for >:3
They are:
FRANCESCA LIA BLOCK (damn you you make me curious to hell)
Stephen King
Neil Schusterman
Nicholas Evans (I really like his book "The Divide", but I can't find the rest of his collection D:)

More suggestion? 8D
Oh, and to answer [info]gunshou 's comment, I'm into fantasy/thriller/drama/romance/anything that's good lol XD I hope you'll give your list of books ♥
..Anyone is recommended too; sharing is always a good thing yes? ;D

Mmmm I want ice cream darn D: *random*
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23 February 2008 @ 11:15 am
super wonderful meme 8D <3  
First, thanks to those who have commented on my previous entry :D ♥ I feel better now XD

...And a wonderful meme grabbed from [info]margyydoodle (said she swiped it from girlgamer):

Comment with a picture of the anime/manga/game character you feel most reminds you of ME. Then I will comment with a picture of the anime/manga/game character I feel most reminds me of YOU, even if we don't know each other that well.

8D ♥
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20 February 2008 @ 12:18 pm
Talk about depression :o  
I've been feeling so depressed lately, and I don't really know why :/
I also updated my icon journal yesterday... Take a look if you want. Links are supposed to be in my sidebar, but I guess I have no sidebar now lol o__o;

And I really want to grab the meme on margyy's journal-- can I, margyy? XD It looks so cool lmao. And I got Garnet 8D♥

Just an incredibly short update .. I feel like crap now. *sigh*
 
 
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16 February 2008 @ 04:08 pm
V-day & etc . .  
First, happy (late) V-day to my f-list♥; I hope all of you had a great day :)

So... I got a box of chocolate from Hana, damn she gave me too much lol!1! XD Not that I complain, but hers were so good and good-looking it put mine to shame lol ;__; *sucks at cooking*
I don't know what's wrong but people in my class didn't seem very excited about Valentine-- I don't know, did the spell wear off or something? XD Anyways, that's not important. It was my dad's birthday (YES, his birthday, how cool O:), and I had baked a cake for him before the day-- and God, it tasted so good! Almost like ice cream, I like how it melts in my mouth♥ I guess I'm proud of the cake lol :D
Oh, and it was raining really really hard that day, the thunders roaring and winds battering the windows and we were talking about ghosts AND I kept imagining those scary things later in bed >.> That's what I hate about ghost stories; I'm okay with people discussing it-- in fact I feel thrilled and excited sometimes. But the the bad thing is, I always feel scared after that, when I go to bed ;__; *sucks*

Mm btw. Does anyone from my f-list have KH caps? You know, FMV screenshots? I can't be fucked to look for them right now, esp find a decent website that has good quality pictures-- so, does any of you have them? I esp need KH2 opening/ending. I know this is too much to ask.. But if you could upload them to sendspace I would be most grateful and give you tons of chocolate :D♥
Thanks a lot before :)

..Oh, and I'm playing FFXII again XDDD;
 
 
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12 February 2008 @ 01:52 pm
FFXII :/  
Something weird happened O__O I wanted to log in but livejournal wouldn't allow me to. Wrong password, they said. And I was like, "shflah;asjflaj!!f@3192!&*@^!" I was prompted to change my password, it's so stupid D:

FFXII rant below.


Now moving on... Valentine Day soon and I still haven't made any chocolate! *laugh* I should, really, or else I won't have any chocolate to give and that'll make a really evil cat XD;

And strife-chii I haven't made the fanart I promised you, but I will, soon :D (you know, school sucks)

I would have posted some of my drawings now but I'm too lazy to scan them XP Next time, I guess XD
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05 February 2008 @ 02:56 pm
That's the spirit girl XP  

This morning was crappy beacuse I had chems for two straight hours, followed by bio (not fun at all) for also two hours, then physics two hours, and finally math two hours. IT DROVE ME CRAZY. Plus my hand hurt because I had to write down lots of stuff on my math book. It sucks.

Anyway, what made me happy today was how people kept saying nice stuff about me. Upon giving the crits I asked ff7com_lims' mod said that she actually wanted to to see me go to the final, that she adored my icons to death. Gosh I'm flattered. People keep saying nice things about me ;__; *sobsob* I think what I can do for now is just working harder and harder XD (not in chems or physics or math though O:)

Just a short post because I'm still learning how to make a long one :DD;

 

 
 
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